After a wonderful welcome back at school today, the afternoon was tough. I am seeing a hypnotherapist re some childhood problems, and today had me balling my eyes out for 1 hour and half and experiencing stuff that wasn't very nice. I am OK, and very pleased that my hazy memories have been confirmed, and i can start to move forward. I have 4 more sessions left and I know they wont be easy, and more tears will be shed, but in the long run , I am hoping that I can stop blaming myself and asking questions, I can start being the mum my girls love and want, and the wife Peter deserves. I can move forward and maybe, just maybe start to love me! Its a big thing to ask, but I actually believe I can come out the other side and see a brighter future.
Onto happier things...
This will make you giggle, a photo of me from my school days next to my BF Lisa, popped up on facebook today!
Thanks for listening,
Hugs
Anna x
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HUGE hugs to you! You're quite brave for taking on that task of battling your demons. I am sending lots of good thoughts!
Love you to bits hun, you will get through this xoxox
Take care of yourself hun xxx
It still amazes me what affects us now from our childhood so I feel for you, and hope that this type of treatment can help you sort it out :)
Hugs x
Be brave as you are! All will be better! A big hug!
Well done Anna, what a brave step, 2010 is going to be your year xx
LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU XXXX